scyhornez.

28 Days Later

i still got nothing to blog.

isn’t that just weird? I got so many things to do but I got nothing to write about. They are equally likely important to me until it doesn’t make sense to write about them.

probability and statistics’s test was a raging fury battle with my weak mind. something you have to be familiar with coins, rolls of dice, and industrial tests.. nothing related to electrical engineers at all except for that one wireless connection question in-class. i like the course but as usual i hate tests because tests do not give anything.

have two projects currently on-going.

The Final Circuit structure and testing for the motor of the PodCopter

I wish I could write more BS.

..but I don’t really have much ideas what to write actually.. more or less the finals is finally over..

one big finals left in may 2010, Math 216 : Probability and Statistics..
and then I’ll be done and graduate days after.

I bet there’s a long way to go after this, I would say this is just intermediate platform between school and work now.
..or between school and grad school..

there is always a long list in my head..remains unconnected by words or phrases to combine them into proper sentences.. to combine them to execute flawless actions and create perfections in my life in addition to ecstasy of happiness and being modest all time.

talking about changes that keep derives all the time from the environment, from surroundings. it keeps me changing to ensure that I can adapt – to ensure nobody get hit from any kind of perspective.

what the crap I am talking about?

let’s winter break. last for once and for all.

Week 176

heyy..it’s sunday morning here.. or monday midnight over in Malaysia (see..i still remember..)

where calamity is now currently zero, where partial of the society is “slacking off” or doing something that is not beneficial.(is it a hint or something, yes – no – maybe – i don’t know? – i’m really sorry?).. i was actually so looking-forward-to wake up early today to make changes about my sleep cycle.

partial happy, partial guilty, partial pressure pun ada. but no partial derivatives.

have been listening to the old school The Police album, thanks abah for the greatest influence ever to buy those songs on Rock Band music store.. and also Zee Avi’s first album which is light and easy for my ear to listen beside Muse the Resistance and Paramore’s Ignorance single.

i don’t know why recently i do less blogging now, not that i don’t have enough time for all rants and shout-outs at the Internet, i just don’t have the idea to talk about to people.

i bought a new pair of shoe : Nike Zoom+ Air Everyday 2.

29 weeks remaining to stay in United States of America. Am i really really ready to face the world of real challenges which consist of hatred, decent spiral and twisted close-minded thinking, ego and unnecessary jealousy of some people back there in my root country?. some of the people really love to hit me because they just did not get what they want as a result of super laziness and “oh takpelah” attitude which is similar to take-it-easy behavior. i really desperate have to learn dealing with these people, the way to counter their ways of living/making decisions for me. what’s the word..yeah. delegate.

computers and ethics. i know you have the rights to spam FORWARDED MESSAGES but the norm is violated somehow by spreading the facts about it. u can put them into my yahoo mail ke.my gmail ke.my hotmail ke.my skype, my ym. but don’t put into my campus mail. i love reading sahih hadiths and reminder that does not deviate me from the truth that presented with concrete proof descended over generations. or maybe instead i’m acting like a PMS bitch here, i should just flag the mail and delete – end of story right?

hurm..now I’m hungry and I want to tidy up my room a bit.

thank you Maxis for the MMAP offer. syukur Alhamdulillah. “..keluarga kami mencipta sejarah.”

hazirah please don’t let others gain opportunity to take you away.from me.again.
counting again. 204 days remaining to be tough.

mubarak mubarak.

here the month came.. ramadhan al-mubarak.
bulan yang penuh berkat.

it’s time to convert a bit of this website to its originality : all about being personal and mixed with my home language.

masing-masing beribadat dengan penuh tekun, khusyuk dan tawadduk. i’m neither a good preacher nor a person yang dah cukup iman dalam hal-hal ni. cuma terbayang and wondering the bridge between amalan ibadat seperti puasa di bulan Ramadhan ni with things you’re doing during the day of fasting month.

typical things happened : mengantuk, malas, penat nak belajar, tapi kalau nak makan, laju je.lumrah manusia. aku pun sama macam tu – but i was thinking if there’s other way around to fix this (e.g. mencari amalan yang Rasulullah lakukan pada siang hari ketika berpuasa..instead of being addictive to Rock Band just to fill in large amount of time.. tak salah nak main – tapi tengah cuba nak kurangkan la ni.).. affected by cerita Nur Kasih? mungkin jugak la.because it’s all about changes.

banyak kesedaran yang aku dah rasa sepanjang bulan puasa ni, pelbagai petunjuk dan hidayah yang Allah s.w.t. berikan untuk membawa diriku ke jalan yang lebih baik daripada tahun sebelum ni.

untuk keluarga – lebih banyak berdoa untuk kesejahteraan hidup, pengendalian kos yang lebih efektif di samping masa bersama keluarga yang cukup.i will keep my cost down from you guys until you never have to spend a cent for my life. a tremendous job to save me from multiple sickness when i was small – the payback time is still on for more than 10 years.

untuk nur hazirah – perubahan diri yang membawa hubungan ke arah yang lebih afdal, perfect plannings to teach ourselves to be more responsible of actions taken with preparations for real world yang dah memang tak jauh pun dari sekarang. ‘The Best Choice of Light’ that Allah have given me to inspire to be a better man.